Thursday, September 3, 2009

Belated news

I got Rosalinda in Die Fledermaus!

OK, I have to say: that exclamation point is a lying a little... it looks too excited.

I mean, don't get me wrong, I'm glad to be cast and it will be a fun show and actually, all of the voices in both casts (we double cast here) are awesome... I just... I don't know. I am just not as excited as A) I probably should be and B) everybody else is for me. In various posts before (which I'm going to be lazy and not link to), I've talked about all the stuff I need to get done this semester and blah blah blah... I just can't get excited and motivated... I think I've said this before: I feel like I've got nothing to live for.

Pfft, not suicidally, I'm-gonna-end-it-all-because-my-life-has-no-meaning "nothing to live for," just... nothing to live for, if that makes sense. The show will pick me up (they always do), but until then, here I am. Coasting again.



Mary Ellen said...

Well, I think it's lovely you got this part. You've been a student for quite a long time now, and that can take a toll on the wellspring of energy and excitement. Ah - you're on an arduous road, but (hopefully) it's taking you places you want to go. May you find joy and refreshment as the work starts up again.